The-Decadents

each step we take together is noted down in the book of universe each breath you take beside me is counted and measured there are only as many kisses to spare there are only as many touches to share one day I will abandon you one day you will forget and our paths will never cross again I wait patiently for the day I speak hurtful words just so it comes sooner but then again why do I even care when the world is all but a stage to fill for a while to scream on it and die and fight till the audience anounces the winner and you smile and cry and blush and it all complicates everything contradicts any plan I could have made so that I am the v

It's not as if you understand him or those things you keep getting popping into your thoughts at the most inappropriate moments, when the two of you laugh at something or there's just another loud and clear word of approval from John. Things happen only because of logical causes, like money, twisted emotions, unfinished things, deeds or, less surprisingly than it used to be to you, sex. The latter, you'll fairly sure, is one of the most common motives and yet, you still haven't got the slightest idea why. Sure, blokes can look good, ladies just as well, but… It's just a term to you. An adjective others use to describe other others. And w