each step we take together
is noted down in the book of universe
each breath you take beside me
is counted and measured
there are only as many kisses to spare
there are only as many touches to share
one day I will abandon you one day you will forget
and our paths will never cross again
I wait patiently for the day
I speak hurtful words just so it comes sooner
but then again why do I even care when the world
is all but a stage to fill for a while
to scream on it and die and fight till the audience
anounces the winner
and you smile and cry and blush and it all complicates
everything contradicts any plan I could have made
so that I am the v
if I could get into your head
just for a couple of minutes
to see to feel
what it is like
not to feel the daily pain
I keep on drowning with
if I could kiss your lips
without the fear of time
running out while we're in motion
I would gladly jump straight into it all
please give me a chance darling
please look me in the eye when I say
I've never before felt more dead
than this very day
you are so beautiful just like you are
no need for any superfluous gestures
tonight your warm touch is all I ask for
your neck your knees
your toes your back
so smooth and yet elegantly arched forward
I do not want to be selfish in this pleasure of mine
and as your voice whispers invitingly in my ear
and as your softly smiling face looks back at me
I know that we are two sides of the same coin
found after so many years of a seemingly incurable void
with the music resonating through our room
I am sure everything will be more than fine tonight
and perhaps we will find a place for us both in the world
ready to murder and strip us from anythin
when we dance
for both the very first and last time
I feel like crying
raking my hands up and down
your willing body I know we will
never again
be like this after today
for I know happy endings
are not meant for pairs like you and me
each time I see your smile hear your laughter
when I feel your heat slipping in-between our clasped
silhouettes my hand grasping at your hair playfully
I know this is the beginning
and the end
all in one
once and for all
I know it is indeed better for us both to part ways
to keep dreaming instead of acting on the feelings
buried deep underneath all of our daily problems
expectations of this pitiful life
it's been the confidence talking since something
broke along the way and made me anew
I relish the wind turning my head round
God I feel so alive after nearly falling down
tumbling rolling till I could not see the light
and damn it feels indeed fine
having creased my brow I look out for all the colour
smooth talk people overpower world with an illusion
that might this time ring true
feeling for once good in my own goddamn skin
even poetry seems to taste better
heavy vowels melting on the palate
rhymes go along well with the rush
I feel circulating all the time within my blood
and maybe there is indeed sunlight meant to smooth
the wri
there's not really much going on
we've been through but not really
thinking stuff out and then slowly forgetting everything once again
time after time
hey, my voice's dying but see your eyes
they're ashen white closing against the wind
of my words breath slowly echoing
echo echoing echoingly in my skull
see for yourself
there's nothing dull words mixing up
and streaming down the inside of your face
dream darling, dream with just echoes
and words never fully pronounced
here, a bow and just another round
everything going up and down lazily
agonizingly slow on a day like this one
my head's heavy onto my hand and I try not to
fall asle
But a whisper in the night
as an owl takes muted flight,
the tremble of your lips
upon the bareness of my flesh,
a soundless caress.
Ghost white a moth
flickering in wisps
of candlelight before
vanishing back into the darkness,
the fall of a shadow
palpitating.
Your fingers
an unseen touch
betraying secrets
as angel scars upon your back,
leaving impressions on the mind
and when I awake feathers
drifting from my bed......
running
running out of breath already
where have I seen that coldness in one's eyes
heard the talk
lastly
is it the final scenario
the only copy everyone will see?
we haven't said much the action hasn't developed
the right way still so much left to reveal
will the credits last enough
will their eyes water just the way they'd want to
afterwards?
I tried my best but still, the last song sounds not interesting at all
just like every word falling down my numb lips
I want us to sing something more beautiful
another death song
another unfulfilled wish
everything going in circles
time after time reverse it please
perhaps then you'll hear my c